Inner Feelings

Inner feelings 

When I'm with you I smile
Every time  you say rude things I let it go
When you get call me I come quickly to you
I'm always how you want me to be when your around 
But when your not around..I have different feelings,
I get mad about the rude things you said
I don't smile when I think of you I get angry 
Your  don't act like your age all the time,
Your suppose to act your age all the time
I tell myself to come to you so I won't hear you yell that's why
Other people have these feelings as well,
How can we show how we really feel about you?
If I show my inert feelings it won't be good,
The inner feelings at have for you is really hatred.
You will never know how I really feel about you,
All you ever will see is a smile that is fake.